不知不觉中，我好像又回到了隐藏自己的那个我。
还蛮不高兴的。。
渐渐的好像只想挖个洞然后把自己藏起来~
不开心，但我知道这只是一个阶段过了呕哕美食。。但不知这个阶段还要多久的时间。如果有的选，好希望明天一睁开眼，一切都会消失！那该有多好啊？！
I think life when come to a point, you will just hope and wish that everything can be as smooth as we can think of..
Sometimes, it is simply out of our own reach..
Definitely not trying to turn into an emo kid but logically see how our life are functioning..
Impacted by Rev. Dr. John Bevere's message last week, though i was really tired...
However, my dearest, do you have any idea where you want to steer/ direct your life to?
Maybe part of me just wants a break, but the other part of me aint as willing because we do can see what have our society transform to right? Life where nothing seems really important, somethings just doesnt seem as worthy to keep/ wait for.. So what is your perspective of life? Who runs your life? God/ People around you or even yourself?
Recently i think i am getting tired.. But thank God for technology and the sitcom which was create when i wasnt even born.. Entitled, "The Golden Girls" Which made me really adore Beatrice Authur who was a stunning and talented performer, actress! Which also led me to watch "Maude"
They are indeed becoming my positive dose of energy.. Things to occupy my life when i feel down, bored or a waste of space.. These shows really lifts my spirit up!
To sidetrack, i'm so gonna catch up on my bible reading and trust Him for my"A&B" though i know it is an achievable goal but He really told me what was willing to obey HIM! At least i've fulfilled my pledge for the month of November~
This years building fund is different for me, it wasn't the amount that made me cry, it is the things that i am sowing and believing for that made me cry buckets.
Even typing now makes me wanna tear...
Read a book to my children today, wanted to make them sleep so reading storybook helps... *p.s NO i'm not a mum, i just works in the childcare centre!*
I came across this book which talked about God's goodness in child-like faith manner.. Thank God my children fell asleep cuz i nearly read till i cry, not forgetting it IS a children book.
When you cant see His Hand, Learn to Trust His Heart~
Best thing ever to remind myself while He help me struggle out of this mess i think?
That's all for today? =)
Goodnight! Need to sleep EARLY! Got to open the centre @ 7am tomorrow~~~
