不知不觉中，我好像又回到了隐藏自己的那个我。
还蛮不高兴的。。
渐渐的好像只想挖个洞然后把自己藏起来~
不开心，但我知道这只是一个阶段过了呕哕美食。。但不知这个阶段还要多久的时间。如果有的选，好希望明天一睁开眼，一切都会消失！那该有多好啊？！
I think life when come to a point, you will just hope and wish that everything can be as smooth as we can think of..
Sometimes, it is simply out of our own reach..
Definitely not trying to turn into an emo kid but logically see how our life are functioning..
Impacted by Rev. Dr. John Bevere's message last week, though i was really tired...
However, my dearest, do you have any idea where you want to steer/ direct your life to?
Maybe part of me just wants a break, but the other part of me aint as willing because we do can see what have our society transform to right? Life where nothing seems really important, somethings just doesnt seem as worthy to keep/ wait for.. So what is your perspective of life? Who runs your life? God/ People around you or even yourself?
Recently i think i am getting tired.. But thank God for technology and the sitcom which was create when i wasnt even born.. Entitled, "The Golden Girls" Which made me really adore Beatrice Authur who was a stunning and talented performer, actress! Which also led me to watch "Maude"
They are indeed becoming my positive dose of energy.. Things to occupy my life when i feel down, bored or a waste of space.. These shows really lifts my spirit up!
To sidetrack, i'm so gonna catch up on my bible reading and trust Him for my"A&B" though i know it is an achievable goal but He really told me what was willing to obey HIM! At least i've fulfilled my pledge for the month of November~
This years building fund is different for me, it wasn't the amount that made me cry, it is the things that i am sowing and believing for that made me cry buckets.
Even typing now makes me wanna tear...
Read a book to my children today, wanted to make them sleep so reading storybook helps... *p.s NO i'm not a mum, i just works in the childcare centre!*
I came across this book which talked about God's goodness in child-like faith manner.. Thank God my children fell asleep cuz i nearly read till i cry, not forgetting it IS a children book.
When you cant see His Hand, Learn to Trust His Heart~
Best thing ever to remind myself while He help me struggle out of this mess i think?
That's all for today? =)
Goodnight! Need to sleep EARLY! Got to open the centre @ 7am tomorrow~~~
In specs
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
Monday, October 24, 2011
Counting Down~
I am back!! =)
Counting Down to another 6 more days~ to my birthday and i will be finally turning 21 =)
Ain't it just amazing !!
It just make people high for once!! Do countdown with me PEOPLE!!
Countdown! The only hope/ concern i have is that this will be a truly awesome party which will run smoothly!! =))
Counting Down to another 6 more days~ to my birthday and i will be finally turning 21 =)
Ain't it just amazing !!
It just make people high for once!! Do countdown with me PEOPLE!!
Countdown! The only hope/ concern i have is that this will be a truly awesome party which will run smoothly!! =))
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
My Birthday wishlist!! :)
I have worked out my WISHLIST!!
Wants:
- IPhone portable charger
- square wallet
- iPhone 4/5
- iPod Nano
- Gmask for phone
- accessories
- Bags
- Dslr
- MacBook Air
- Giant chipmunk; Chip
- Bicycle + lock
- customized items will be sweet! :)) my Don't are in the previous post! :D
- the rest if you know my style, anything that suits me? :))
Wants:
- IPhone portable charger
- square wallet
- iPhone 4/5
- iPod Nano
- Gmask for phone
- accessories
- Bags
- Dslr
- MacBook Air
- Giant chipmunk; Chip
- Bicycle + lock
- customized items will be sweet! :)) my Don't are in the previous post! :D
- the rest if you know my style, anything that suits me? :))
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
Birthday Wishlist
Gonna celebrate a big day on 29 October!! =) And that will be my birthday celebration!! 21st to be exact..
Time flies so quickly it is kind of hard to describe! Oh! Have i told you that i never thought i could live this long?? Always thought i will die YOUNG!! However, Melissa Goh Pei would say," dont nonsense.. Renounce it!!"
Yup! So it feels incredible knowing that i will be hitting the "legal" age in another 2 more months!! =)
Thus i think i shall just create a wish list =))
WARNING
The following list you see, the price might vary! =D
WANTS:
1. Iphone 5 (hopefully by then it is out!)
2. New acoustic plug in Red/ Pink guitar
3. Ipad ( YES! i know i am a gadget kind of girl)
4. Bicycle? =) bring me along to buy would be nice =) need to exercise!!
5. Digital Camera/ Polaroid
6. Xbox 360? (Kinect?)
7. Bags =) Sling, Shoulder? as long as nice i will <3 them!
NO THANK YOU:
1. Shirts
2. Belts
3. Cups
4. Photo Frames
5. Weird stuff ( lingerie)
More to add on okay ? Stay tuned! =)
Time flies so quickly it is kind of hard to describe! Oh! Have i told you that i never thought i could live this long?? Always thought i will die YOUNG!! However, Melissa Goh Pei would say," dont nonsense.. Renounce it!!"
Yup! So it feels incredible knowing that i will be hitting the "legal" age in another 2 more months!! =)
Thus i think i shall just create a wish list =))
WARNING
The following list you see, the price might vary! =D
WANTS:
1. Iphone 5 (hopefully by then it is out!)
2. New acoustic plug in Red/ Pink guitar
3. Ipad ( YES! i know i am a gadget kind of girl)
4. Bicycle? =) bring me along to buy would be nice =) need to exercise!!
5. Digital Camera/ Polaroid
6. Xbox 360? (Kinect?)
7. Bags =) Sling, Shoulder? as long as nice i will <3 them!
NO THANK YOU:
1. Shirts
2. Belts
3. Cups
4. Photo Frames
5. Weird stuff ( lingerie)
More to add on okay ? Stay tuned! =)
Monday, July 25, 2011
BACK!!
*busy with planning, planning, planning...*
* lesson plans, lesson plans and even more lesson plans*
Wednesday, July 6, 2011
Finally another post~
Hey people! i am back!!
It has been an eventful period of time!!
#1. Had Pastor Mike Connell who came
#2. New classroom to set up
#3. Sentosa outing with cg
#4. Got so sick that out of 5 days, only went to work 1 day!
# 5. New kid in class
Okay, now let's break them down..
#1. Pastor Mike Connell came to church and minister to us i think on the first or second week of June! Had an awesome session! It was amazing, because the whole of the day Mel and i survived with only a subway wrap for the whole day till we had our "supner" ( dinner + supper) @ 10plus, 11 pm..
Caught something from it! God's presence and miracle are everywhere, He is just waiting for us to connect the right wire to engage with Him! So be alert today!!
#2. My classroom was shifted from the dining area to the front of the school. So i had to rearrange my corner, get ready more stuff and really decorate and label them! I tell you, it is MADNESS!! worked till wee hours almost every night when i reach home!!
#3. Sentosa outing was EXCITING! Though we didnt have alot of people, but i manage to bring Angel to the beach and experience swimming for the first time.. I am quite certain she enjoyed herself! Because the next few days, she was just leaning and sleeping..
#4. I got ill from working till wee hours and doctor says that it was a flu virus! The first 2 days was because of the flu, then i went to work on Wednesday.. my throat was GONE!! so doctor gave me another 2 days to rest the throat.. hoping that it will recover better!
#5. New KID.. Yup! His name is HO RUI YANG!! Super duper cute.. Just that a little "buff", causing me to have bad muscle ache now.. but i am pretty sure he will be an awesome boy just like his brothers!! ** positive confession**
#6. Angel bitten off my lappy's charging adapter thingy.. was really mad at her! Not to mention my fan's cable too! That also explain my slow in posting! =P Anyways, got the new one today.. Guess what?! it costs $128!! So expensive!! Since i spent this much to replace the adapter and through serious consideration, i am going to upgrade my mac tiger to snow leopard then probably to lion in sometime later.. which means that i am only left with replacing my battery which is currently bloated = "new" lappy!!
#7. The end of Book of Ezekiel!!
Awesome church wide bible study with our dearest Pst Kong! Today was one of the best session i have ever attended!! The presence was strong and tangible and the encounter was there!! AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME!! Thank You God!!
okay, these following were brief updates of my current life!!
it is 1.52AM!! better sleep now so to have energy to do CLOSING tomorrow!!
Jasmine LIM JIAYOUS JIAYOUS JIAYOUS!! =D
It has been an eventful period of time!!
#1. Had Pastor Mike Connell who came
#2. New classroom to set up
#3. Sentosa outing with cg
#4. Got so sick that out of 5 days, only went to work 1 day!
# 5. New kid in class
Okay, now let's break them down..
#1. Pastor Mike Connell came to church and minister to us i think on the first or second week of June! Had an awesome session! It was amazing, because the whole of the day Mel and i survived with only a subway wrap for the whole day till we had our "supner" ( dinner + supper) @ 10plus, 11 pm..
Caught something from it! God's presence and miracle are everywhere, He is just waiting for us to connect the right wire to engage with Him! So be alert today!!
#2. My classroom was shifted from the dining area to the front of the school. So i had to rearrange my corner, get ready more stuff and really decorate and label them! I tell you, it is MADNESS!! worked till wee hours almost every night when i reach home!!
#3. Sentosa outing was EXCITING! Though we didnt have alot of people, but i manage to bring Angel to the beach and experience swimming for the first time.. I am quite certain she enjoyed herself! Because the next few days, she was just leaning and sleeping..
#4. I got ill from working till wee hours and doctor says that it was a flu virus! The first 2 days was because of the flu, then i went to work on Wednesday.. my throat was GONE!! so doctor gave me another 2 days to rest the throat.. hoping that it will recover better!
#5. New KID.. Yup! His name is HO RUI YANG!! Super duper cute.. Just that a little "buff", causing me to have bad muscle ache now.. but i am pretty sure he will be an awesome boy just like his brothers!! ** positive confession**
#6. Angel bitten off my lappy's charging adapter thingy.. was really mad at her! Not to mention my fan's cable too! That also explain my slow in posting! =P Anyways, got the new one today.. Guess what?! it costs $128!! So expensive!! Since i spent this much to replace the adapter and through serious consideration, i am going to upgrade my mac tiger to snow leopard then probably to lion in sometime later.. which means that i am only left with replacing my battery which is currently bloated = "new" lappy!!
#7. The end of Book of Ezekiel!!
Awesome church wide bible study with our dearest Pst Kong! Today was one of the best session i have ever attended!! The presence was strong and tangible and the encounter was there!! AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME!! Thank You God!!
okay, these following were brief updates of my current life!!
it is 1.52AM!! better sleep now so to have energy to do CLOSING tomorrow!!
Jasmine LIM JIAYOUS JIAYOUS JIAYOUS!! =D
Monday, June 13, 2011
Fresh Beginning
For those who dont know me, I am Jas.. Have start blogging since i was 15..
However, have abandon that interest for a long time.. Recently as growing years occur, i think it develop a part of me which i like to share with others..
I cant really promise that i will update and blog regularly, the only thing that i can try to fulfill is, when you take time to read my blog, it will not waste your precious time!
This blog will be all that i am truly.. That also means that it will consist of some ranting, but hey, i havent heard nor met a perfect being ( other than Jesus ) So, yeah... All right, i will try not to rant so much though!! Is that better? =)
I believe as long as we are sincere, nothing can stop us right?
Looking forward in updating my life over here!! =D
However, have abandon that interest for a long time.. Recently as growing years occur, i think it develop a part of me which i like to share with others..
I cant really promise that i will update and blog regularly, the only thing that i can try to fulfill is, when you take time to read my blog, it will not waste your precious time!
This blog will be all that i am truly.. That also means that it will consist of some ranting, but hey, i havent heard nor met a perfect being ( other than Jesus ) So, yeah... All right, i will try not to rant so much though!! Is that better? =)
I believe as long as we are sincere, nothing can stop us right?
Looking forward in updating my life over here!! =D
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